somehow i feel dat going to sch today is a waste of time...
except maybe attending the OP lecture which is impt...
other than dat, who the hell cares abt ur intra-hse games...
and wads more it's playing stupid games like tug-of-war, etc...
lucas, adrian and i ended up ponning the games and going to the library to slack...
i played Little Fighter with lucas...haha...
pretty fun lehh...i used to think dat it's a dumb game...
tmr having inter-hse games...
so i think it's bac to Little Fighter again for me...
feeling so nonchalant abt everything...
i simply dun have the mood for anything...
during OP lecture dat girl from yanru's class sat directly diagonal to the bottom right of me...
yea...dat girl who kinda resembles qm...
hmm although they do look juz a little alike...
but i kept wishing dat it was qm instead...
sighh...i guess i miss her too much le...
wake up la andy! u're hallucinating already...
oya...and zx told me dat he and qm accompanied alvin to buy present yest...
upon hearing dat, a sudden surge of emotions overwhelmed me...
i dunno...it's indescribable...
i'm not jealous or wad...
well ok, maybe a wee bit envious...
it's just... kinda sad dat the good old days where the few of us were so close are gone...
or maybe it's only me and her...
alv still keeps in contact with her despite being in diff schs...
so why can't i? but it's not as if i didnt try...
it's more of like she didnt maintain the close friendship going...
until we finally became like strangers to each other...
sighh...i dunno where the problem lies...
i'm jus so tired...
and it doesn't help the fact dat it's nearing the end of the year...
i keep thinking bac to a year ago when i was genuinely happy...
and feeling nostalgic at the same time...
sighh...i dunno...
i guess it's juz me.
Just when i thought i could finally let you go
I realised that i'm actually holding on as tightly as i could...
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
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